Somedays ...

...I can't believe how blessed I am to have these two wonderful, amazing boys.

...I look at Logan and feel like I am staring right into my husbands eyes...especially when he smiles

...I just want to lay in bed and cuddle with my boys, feeling them breath, and smelling their essence

...I laugh so hard at what they are doing and wish desperately that someone was there to witness it...but then they may not think it is that funny

...I ask for "another one" of Austin or of Logan

...I wonder what life would be like without the two of them, but then realize how boring, lifeless, and selfish that life would be

...I thank my Jesus for these little blessings, for their perfect hands and feet, for how smart they are and yet how much teaching they need, and for their little bodies that work so well

...I fall in love over and over again

...I think about the men they will be when they grow up and pray that they love me the same then as they do now

...I never, ever get tired of Logan saying "mommy your so beautiful"

...I make Austin run to me just to see his smiley face and open mouth ready to give me a kiss

...I want to share them with the world and some days I want to keep them forever in my arms

Austin showing off his muscles
Walked in late last night and found Austin trying to get undressed
Look closely...what do you see wrong with this picture...bandaid falling off his right knee, underwear inside out...AND backwards. But hey...at least he did it himself!